I should go in,
the stars are too bright tonight,
but I can't move.
I could try to hide,
from Heaven's eyes,
I can't hide from myself.
I try to cast the blame,
for this traitorous pain on someone else,
only my defiance is nothing but a lie.
I slump to the ground,
my resistance flows away.
I finally acknowledge,
under the approving gaze of eternity,
feelings I've run from for too long.
I love you.